December 4th, 2003

It is that time of year again! Yeah, it is my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

I can not believe I am already twenty years old, but that's a cliche, is it not? What is certainly not a cliche is me already making life at this age...

I have been pregnant with LonKris for a while now, soon they'll be out of this fleshy prison known as my womb but for now they are still in there, much to the chagrin of some people.

Not expecting much for this birthday party Susie is holding for me.

She has some gifts prepared, but as I am still with my child, I will not be surprised if its modest. Oh well. You cannot expect every birthday to be that special, maybe LonKris' 20th birthday will be more special than mine will be.

My dad sent me this neat little letter! Oh how splendid!

"Dear Bonnie, It's crazy to think that it's already been twenty years since you got into this Earth. Me and your mother are both already so proud of you. You're going to be a mother soon, too. We're sure you'll do a great job, it won't be easy raising a child on your own, but Eileen will surely help you, right? I trust your dreams of making your fabled roleplaying video games will be fufilled later, probably not now, you've got a child to raise, Ellie! Me, Uncle Reggie and Your dear grandad Robert all wish you a VERY VERY happy birthday! Sincerely, your father, Ronald Rivers Wellington"

That was adorable...

He may be a cynic sometimes, but he can make me smile. You know, he did name a very important person.

I was on my way to Costco's to get some groceries, you know the same old, same old when I ran into someone unexpected

"Lil Sis!? Is that really you?"

She needs to stop calling me that in public, we're not even genetically related, we're just that close.

"F is for Ferry, as in, FERRRRRRRRRRY CROSSSSSSSSSSSSS THE MERSSSSSSSSSEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

CAUSE THIS LAND'S THE PLACE I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE

Apologies, I got a bit too silly

I was talking with a neighbor, they asked me why I do not agree that Kris is a boy, I told them this, and it is what I told everyone else, They're not a boy, they're not a girl, they're just Kris. They did not really seem to get it, oh well, you cannot expect everyone to get you, it is never that easy

Been messing around with a lullaby for them, I do not think I will finish it yet. Give it a few more days or weeks. I wonder what melody I should use for it...I have got a few lying around, but one of them seems more fit to be like an opening theme, one of them might fit quite well and the last one will never have lyrics

Oh! Oh dear, it appears I met a fellow Mother Freak, or is it Starman? I do not know, I have not kept in touch with them in a while sadly.

The birthday party is fantastic! I never thought Susie would surprise me by dressing like that...

She got me a few good gifts, including a new laptop! I already had one with me but it was getting quite old its stuck on Windows ME for God's sake! She got me it so I can "play more weird games that she finds", yeah okay sure Susie

The cake was nice, I will probably vomit it all soon though. Ugh, the price of making life...

Me and Susie are drawing some of my characters, she wants to draw the silly reindeer, Lucifer and the twinky 17th century aristocrat! Meanwhile, I am messing about with some NEW characters!

And of course I vomited it all. Bleh, I bleh thee.

I was shocked for good today, it was a great birthday even if I vomited the cake, now the next day awaits...